Thursday, January 26, 2006 @ 12:04 AM
while i was searching for the lyrics of "hosanna" by paradise, i came across this lyrics from the cradle of filth.
hard dark metal band.
they sang about Satan and Lucifer, and all the depressions of the world, with this sense of joy and fulfillment in them. it was as if they did something "great" for their Lord.
i felt a great burden in me. and i felt part of God in me.
and you know what happened.
i thank God i came across their lyrics, i thank God i came to know about what they sing, i thank God for all of these.
it's because of this, i am now aware that how many people out there might just be their fans, how many of them might just be worshipping their "Lord" from Hell. this awareness caught me and pushed me to do all my best for Him.
we need to share the Gospel. we need to share the Truth. we need to save their Lives.
we need to.
His heart aches more than anyone could ever describe. His heart aches for each and every individual who has not yet return Home. His heart aches for those who were blinded. His heart aches for them. each of them, individually, as His favourite child.
God's heart is crying out for them. God's hands are reaching out to them. God's there, waiting for them.
and it's our job as Messengers to let them know all of these. let them know there's a God, a father, a friend, that has been waiting for each and everyone of them even before they were born into this World. it's our Mission to fulfill, to accomplish.
it's a Mission for us to wipe away His tears and make Him smile.
Father, i want to wipe Your tears like how You wiped mine. i want to be a Blessing to You like how You've Blessed me. i want to make make You smile, like how You make me smile.
i want to make You smile.
i want to make You smile.
more and more of You. closer and closer to You.
i want.